Finally I can relax;.

SCHOOL IS OUT! Gah! All of the tension I felt earlier is diminished. I did really well on all my finals, got out of my detention, and now it's over. And I would just like to say that I finished my freshman year of High School with a FOUR POINT OH!

But it is kind of weird. I waited for summer so long and now that it's here, I still feel like I'm going to have to force myself out of bed tomorrow and shuffle off to school. But then I remember that I don't have to do that and I feel a huge sense of relief.

I know I've only been out for less than a week but I'm kind of disappointed in how lazy I've been. I suppose it has been rainy and I've been kind of busy so there's that excuse. Well I still have a whole summer left.

AAGH;

I am stressed out. I want to curl up into a ball and cry until school is over. All of these finals, speeches, and even detentions I have to do are overwhelming me to my limit.

My self confidence is diminishing at an alarming rate. Twice now, I have been last chosen for P.E. baseball. And I recently participated in a Survivor game and was first to be voted off my team. I know this is probably mostly because of my lack of athletic ability but come on. Anyways these types of thing are really starting to hurt.

Well I have a headache.

The attack of the Ninjas;

My wrist. Sprained it playing soccer on Thursday. It is now bruised and it hurts so, so very much.

My eye. Is black. My cousin Leah, tossed her cell phone at me and it hit my cheek. I couldn't catch it because of my wrist. Funny how those things work out. But not really. Why my eye is black when it hit my cheek, I do not know.

My skin. Burned. Went to Wild Waves with my friend who's mom is the most protective mother I know. Assumed she would have sun block for her precious children. I was wrong and now my nose is bright red, along with my cheeks. And I have a pretty bad farmers tan.

So pretty much, the only way to solve my problems would be to amputate my wrist and drench my entire body in concealer. Oh, if only my mind was a tad more insane, I might just do that.

I'll just blame it all on the Ninjas. Why not?

Well, school is out in three weeks. Or fourteen days. I am very, truly, excited for summer break. It will be amazing.